The Arts Foundation Fellowship for Place Writing has helped me in so many ways.
Firstly, the financial support has taken a great deal of pressure off everyday life and provided me with resources I would previously have struggled to afford, namely the sort of modern technology one seems to need in order to engage with the world- tools for networking and researching…and time.
As well as the financial and practical aspects of the award, my focus, drive and confidence as a writer have been boosted by this very generous fellowship and helped me feel less of the ‘imposter syndrome’ I often experience. This validation has also strengthened my confidence in my role as a writing tutor. Many of my students have remarked on this change. I like to think that I’m walking a little taller now, making more eye contact with the world. My forthcoming collection of short stories, ‘He used to do dangerous things’ is also due to be published in April by Comma Press.
The award and its ethics are so kind and considerate. I am very shy but as a recipient, I was not expected to be something else. I was permitted to continue with my practices as an introvert, in my own quiet way. My shyness was also taken into consideration leading up to, and at, the prestigious award ceremony in February last year. Everyone went out of their way to make me feel at ease, and for that, I am incredibly grateful.